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Tuesday, 5 August 2008

Dark Rider - Extract

She came out of the dark and was unnoticed by anything existing around her. She was a Dark Rider, a being of the shadows, and tonight was the night that she became one.

A Dark Rider always travelled alone to complete their mission. They would never consider themselves united with another Dark Rider, that would be too trusting; a big mistake.

She had a master, they all did, but her only duty to him was to one day defeat him for his position; an ambition that was beating deep within her blood as the first female master of the Dark Riders. She had no more lessons to learn, no more pathetic orders to follow. She would succeed tonight and she would take her sacrifice willingly, she never hurt a soul unless they asked for it.

She was in a place known as San Francisco, a time known as the 21st Century. The large stone hill was stood before her had markings on it that she had never seen before, but it felt right. She had travelled the native path to get here, to follow her instincts to the one who was destined to her, belonged to her, and it would not be long before they were truly within her reach.

They would die of course, if she did not intervene. That was the whole point of having a Dark Rider sacrifice. To choose one that would die soon anyway to save them from their destiny and to give them a purpose in serving her. That way they would give their loyalty willingly or die quickly at an attempt of escape with no remorse.

Her sacrifice was close to her now. She could feel him pull her in as the dusk settled on the back drop of strange buildings and different coloured machines that sat outside the buildings. She knew they were called cars but she was from a different lifetime that did not believe in such things. Her beings were given enough to not want more, to not want something that did everything for them. That was power, not money and certainly not the structure this world seem to function on. Another world that was dominated by men; pity, she thought as she moved stealthily under lights towards her goal. It truly would take the male species in all realms to undergo The Movement before realising what strength lay before them in their females; the men always acting as if their female’s strengths were their weaknesses and allowing them to actually continue believing that. It wouldn’t take long for this world to arrive though, she thought as the sense of change hung in the air like a drug. The females were getting ready to move, they had a lot of male backing here. That was good.

Her heart stopped for a moment as she enforced the power inside her to feel the pull more deeply. He was so close that she could almost smell him, taste him. It would not be long and she would be on the way to greatness, for others, not just for her. The Movement in her world was nearly complete. Man was now equal, she just needed the Dark Riders’ position as master to convince the others species within her world, the ones who were actually worse than man – if you could believe it.

Sean Mallard was half way through a bad day. Oh stop kidding yourself, he thought as he drank his way through his second beer. You’re half way through a bad year, a bad goddamn century. He had not been a lucky man if you considered lucky being a top businessman in the city with a wife, 2.4 kids, and a mistress. Shit, he barely had a mistress he sighed to himself thinking of the night before with Addison. The little minx had finished it with him, whatever they had been doing for the best part of 6 months. She had been 10 years his junior at 22 and had acting like she was 10 years younger than that; but the sex had been good. Too good to be damn true, he thought before taking another swig of the toxin that was making him even more depressed. No wife, oh no, and barely a job. Boy his mother would be proud of him if she had, had the decency to stay alive passed her fifties. Selfish woman he thought, humourlessly at the irony of burying both his parents before reaching an old age himself. They had been the only thing good for him, the only ones who had actually believed the little bit of good in him before cancer had ripped his mother from their family and then his father by a heart attack. ‘A broken heart was what he died from.’ As per Mrs Adelaide, their next door neighbour from the house where he had grown up. He wished he could truly believe that, he really did, instead of the crap of bad luck that had seemed to curse him since childhood; life just couldn’t get any damn better. He slammed the bottle of beer on the bar and stood up to find that the warm feeling was starting to take effect. He could have more of the stuff, a big vat of whiskey before leaving to go back to his parents’ large home that he had received as part of the will. It would have numbed some of the pain that had started to seep back through his veins at the thought of them, but he needed a clear head. He had an early start in the morning if he was to make anything of the building firm he had taken over since his father’s death. He hated every minute of the damn shindig his father had been responsible for setting up but he felt like he owed his parents, like for some reason he felt like he owed damn everyone just for existing. Business wasn’t great but that was no excuse. He knew it was because he didn’t have the heart in it, and that made the guilt settle deeper into his bones. What a year, he thought dismally as he picked up his coat and made his way out the bar. He just wished he had the balls to end it all but no he was too goddamn selfish. He wanted to live, he didn’t care how and maybe that was the problem. Maybe he took like for granted and couldn’t see it for what it was; even if right now he was thinking it was a load of balls. Time to not give a shit until tomorrow, he sighed as he started his way home down the small street. Maybe tomorrow would be a brighter day; a meteor might take pity on him and slam him straight off the earth.

Her quarry was close, she sensed as she sat crossed legged and out of sight at the location of where her sacrifice was destined to die this evening. She could see the patterns and feel the vibration of what was about to happen and knew his death was intended as a cruel one. It would not have been a quick death, she knew this, and it wasn’t due to the fact a car was about to collide into him at high speed. It was due to the fact that her sacrifice was a fighter and not willing to die easily, even if he did not know it yet. That always made death more painful, because the human body would start to try and heal itself with the hope of survival. It was always easier for those who accepted their fate, or for those who had simply given up.

Wednesday, 7 May 2008

Thought of the Day 07.05.08

"A positive cannot exist without a negative, for how else would it be born."

Monday, 28 April 2008

Thought of the Day 28.04.08

"The world is beautiful - just take a closer look..."

Sunday, 27 April 2008

I do

Marriage may be defined as a ritual,

Or something society ‘expects’

Are we making the right decision?

On the proposals that we accept.

Divorce ratings are higher,

Don’t do it, some might say.

But nowadays no one is an outcast,

If they stay or run away.

This is why I want it more,

Because it’s a choice of mine.

No one is forcing me into this,

I come forth to it sound of mind.

I am eager to wed you of love,

To pledge my soul to you.

It’s the best gift that I can give,

Of justice to a feeling of truth.

I do.

A World without Women

A world without women,
Would be a different world indeed.
Even if life still existed,
Through planting a seed.

A gay man, a straight man,
A man with evil in his heart.
Still couldn't exist,
Without a woman to play her part.

She creates the balance he defines,
She gives him the reason to live.
Without a woman to love or hate,
Who would they beg to forgive?

A world without women,
would be an empty one at best.
Who else would men cheat on?
Who else could they look upon less?

Yes men do need women,
To make them feel who they are.
Whether they are adoring their wife,
Or unclasping a bra.

Men can only feel like men,
When women are around.
So keep that in mind,
When we're ruling the ground.

(Awww, we love you really)

Thought of the Day 27.04.08

"Never underestimate the power you have, and always understand that with power, comes great responsibility."

Saturday, 26 April 2008

Hen Night

Only 11 weeks to go until the hen night party!!! The theme has finally been decided as the Wizard of Oz, and the costumes have all been designed. The location for the night will be plural as we will be visiting a few location(s) taking a trip down memory lane rather than the yellow brick road.... With a few rewards such as a diploma, a heart, some courage etc, there will be tasks set during the evening for those who dare to dare :) Be prepared to take lots of pictures ladies - I want evidence to look back on and laugh at when I'm celebrating my 50th wedding anniversary and knitting bedsocks!!!!!!

Thought of the day 26.04.08

"Behind every good man is a good woman, behind every good woman is herself."

Friday, 25 April 2008

Thought of the day 25.04.08

"Mistakes are just choices that we regret; so have no regrets, and learn from your choices."

Reborn

Prologue

His rough, sun-kissed hand reached out to touch her pale cheek as she felt the sigh leave her lips. Her skin tingled at the mere thought of him as his eyes seemed to be as dark as the heavens that pierced through her. The vulnerability she felt at this man in front of her did not bring her fear, it brought her total abandonment of the restrictions to her person as he neared his body to her own. She did not know this man, yet his breath on her cheek made her ache in places she did not know as decent. Everything parted way for him, even her soul, and he always left her wanting more, needing more.
“I need you cara,” he would whisper, her heart beating so hard it threatened to leave its casing. “I don’t want to need you but I do, every night, and every day.” He touched her face again, his lips closer to hers than they had ever been before this night. She wanted the kiss, she needed it so badly and so greedily that she almost cried with the emotion.
“I need you too,” She whispered back. “Come to me, and never leave, please.” She begged, her independent side shouting at her for letting so much go.
“I will, as soon as I can find you I will never leave again.”
“Again?” She blinked twice at the statement, knowing that she had never been with him before her dreams, so how could he leave her again?
The thoughts had done their damage before she realised it. She was now wide awake and had lost everything she had held on to so tightly moments ago.
“Damn it.” She said aloud as she thumped down on her covers. She had lost him again and she felt the emptiness take over as it did every morning when the dreams ended. She could not keep going through this she thought sadly, as the emptiness quickly made way for the guilt to hit her with full force. She suddenly remembered what day it was as the break in the drapes told her it was daylight; and the day of her wedding.

* * *
Armand could not make his breathing slow down and that angered him more than the men who were chasing him. What a day to call his birthday as he ran from the men who only wanted his blood as salvation for his escape. He had hid at the back of the barn for an age as his legs started to ache from the crouching down by the bale of hay. He knew the moment that he rested he would be attacked, and he longed for nothing more than sleep as his exhausted body screamed at him to lie down; but he refused to. Even the thought of dreaming about her stopped him from resting just for a moment. They would take him the second that his eyelids closed and he would not give them the satisfaction. He had a plan to get them off his tail, and to become the greatest warrior who had ever lived reaping vengeance on everyone of them. She had given him the strength. Her call, her song had plagued him for as long as he could remember and she had made him strong enough to survive. Her soft touch had given him hope. A rustle in the grass made him turn quickly as he let himself breath again upon seeing the cause. A chicken had become loose from its pen as it wondered freely to a world unknown; just like him. He would kill for just a few hours sleep to see her again as he turned his thoughts back to his dreams. The other eve when he had slept had been different from all the others. He had nearly kissed her, had gotten so close to feel her lips against his own as he had whispered how much he needed her. She had been as surprised as he had when he had mentioned about never leaving her again. He never knew where the words came from then but they had seemed to make sense to him, just as her being close to him did. The girl, who was becoming a woman in every dream, with the fiery red hair, and the milk-coloured skin, had stopped being just a dream to him a long time ago. He did not understand why he had thoughts of her every time he slept, but he welcomed the realism of them. He absorbed the love she innocently gave as a tonic and wished her real every moment that he was alive. She had given him his sanity, she had given him his strength, and now he was going to repay her by becoming untouchable. He wanted to sleep at night, every night to dream of her, even if it finally lost him.

Feel

I stand, in amongst the trees,

With no one around, no one I can see.

I do not feel alone,

I feel free, I feel me.

I feel a lover’s touch,

A touch to set in trust.

I do not feel afraid,

I feel content, I feel loved.

I take comfort from a friend,

A place for me to lean.

I do not feel weak,

I feel strong, I feel seen.

I learnt a long time ago,

To look past what I see.

In order to feel content, to feel free.

To feel me.

A Meaning, A Whisper

We each have a purpose in all that we speak,
We all have a desire for each pleasure we seek.
We can say we hate someone, but mean that we don't,
It is the whisper that deceives us,
Yet remains true when we won't.
A meaning, a whisper, cannot be ignored,
You can try for a while, but against your accord,
It will break through a hard shell, not real in this time,
But real in your heart, when your heart is your mind.